Today is my very first day represented by one of the biggest agencies in the world, Jedroot inc.
Today doesnt really feel that different from yesterday. Maybe it is something in the air, but thats about it. I am obviously hoping for this to change everything, I will do main fashion story for Vogue Italy tomorrow, then London will be sunny for the rest of the summer, then Ill do the Tom Ford campaign, then Ill have too much money to be able to spend, and retire early. Basically.
But in all honesty, it feels really nice to see my name up there with these amazingly talented people. It makes you feel good. I should probably try to remember today as best I can, its a bit of a turning point. (tipping point as well, fingers crossed) So lets see, I am 25, I have been doing makeup for the last 6 years of my life. Anna Piaggi died today, I live in a beautiful house in Bethnal Green that we are sadly about to leave before christmas. I live with Antony, Mariell, Alex and Philip, and its great. I am going home for three weeks for the christening of my new niece, Amalia, which was born this year. I am broke, struggling with my bills and keeping up the hard work, keeping up my head when there is no work, trying to get through some lazy days, some horribly busy days, rejection days, launch days, hungover from networking party days, and so on. I am amazed of people outside of my life, and how they view my life. I simply cant stay objective, it seems like they think I am living some sort of jetsetter luxury life, which I really isn’t, although I am really really lucky to have some amazing benefits of what I do and who I hang around with!
I am really excited about this launch with Jedroot and what it will bring.
So far, it doesnt feel that different. Just something in the air.